đ The Shadow Alchemy Collective
Transmute your shadows into sacred strengthâone week, one Gate at a time.
Shadow work, structured. Self-reflection, supported.
A monthly membership blending Human Design, psychology, and shadow alchemyâdelivered weekly to your inbox.
đŤ $22/month ¡ Cancel anytime

Youâve read the books.
Maybe youâve had a Human Design reading (or six).
And yetâwhen life hitsâŚ
The spiral.
The shame.
The shutdown.
You still find yourself wondering:
âWhy does this keep happening?â
âWhat am I not seeing?â
âIs there something wrong meâŚor am I just blocked?â
Let me offer you a radical reframe:
Thereâs nothing wrong with you.
Youâre shadow-rich.
And youâre ready to alchemize.
Welcome to a weekly rhythm of real self-reflectionârooted in Human Design, psychology, and the kind of spiritual honesty most people avoid.
This is where integration begins.
Not in your head.
But in your bones.

The Shadow Alchemy Collective is a monthly membership for soul-led humans who are done circling through the same inner loopsâand ready to do the real work.
You donât need another self-help framework.
You need a sacred, structured rhythm that brings your shadows into the light without burning you out.
A breakdown of what you'll receive:
A new Shadow Alchemy Guide sent to you every Sunday (PDF) (or one per Gate - if there are two Gates being activated by the Sun in the coming week, youâll receive two)
Month-to-month membership (cancel anytime, no weird vibes)
Access to seasonal energy "portal" guides based on the Gate themes (portal names may be changed)
Winter - The Spark Portal; The Emotional Power Portal
Spring - The Sacral Reset; The Magnetic Voice Portal
Summer - The Voice That Leads Portal; The Self-Worth Portal
Fall - The Anxiety Alchemy Portal; The Energetic Power Portal; The Rooted in Yourself Portal
Optional weekly email coaching from me (trained psychologist + Human Design guide) can be added for a deeper level of support

INTEGRATION IS THE POINT
This is shadow work for real life.
Not another program that sits in your inbox collecting dust.
Not another âhigh-vibeâ space that bypasses the body.
Just consistent, gentle, deep invitations to meet yourself.
Youâll stop waiting for the âright timeâ to do the inner workâ
because it arrives in your inbox every Sunday morning.
Youâll stop wondering why you feel stuckâ
because youâll start seeing your patterns in real time.
Youâll stop outsourcing your answersâ
because youâll build clarity week by week, within yourself.
This is a practice.
A rhythm.
A reclamation.
BACKED BY OUR 7-Day Satisfaction Guarantee

Check out the Shadow Alchemy Collective for 7 days and if you're not completely satisfied, simply email us at hi@hdpsychologist.com and you will get a full refund, with no questions asked.
â¨Why I Created Thisâ¨
Hi, Iâm Nicole â a psychologist, teacher, Human Design guide, and shadow alchemist with a reverence for the parts of you that donât play by the rules.
I donât believe in fixing people.
I believe in guiding them home.
The Shadow Alchemy Collective is where I take you â gently but honestly â into the places youâve avoided. Just you, meeting yourself in real time â and choosing what stays.
I created this space because I needed it.
For years, I sat in classes/workshops/trainings, across from teachers and guides, and read all the books. I said all the right things. But inside, I still felt fractured â like I was living at the edge of myself, circling a truth inside that I couldnât quite reach. Thatâs what brought me here. To shadow. To rhythm.
This isnât about becoming your âbest self.â
Itâs about becoming all of you.
If youâre done with the self-help spiralâŚ
If youâre craving sacred structure and emotional precisionâŚ
And if youâre ready to sit with your shadow and actually listenâŚ
Then this is for you.

⨠FAQsâ¨
Thatâs okayâyou donât need to. Each journal is designed to be approachable whether youâre brand new or already deep in the Human Design rabbit hole. Youâll get simple explanations, guided prompts, and reflections that stand on their own. Think: shadow alchemy first, Human Design language second.
Totally up to you. Some people spend 5 minutes journaling through just one of the prompts. Others dive in deeper and make it a longer ritual. The magic is in the rhythm, not the âhours put in.â
There is no pressure to "keep up" here. Also, youâll have lifetime access to every journal you receive, so you can revisit the material anytime. Shadow work is cyclical anywayâsometimes a Gate will hit differently later, and youâll already have the guide waiting for you.
You can absolutely Google a Human Design Gate or ask an AI to explain it and youâll get words, keywords, and mental concepts. But information isnât transformation. Integration is the point.
The Shadow Alchemy Collective isnât about memorizing what a Gate âmeans.â Itâs about receiving a weekly transmission that shows you how that Gate might already be alive in your relationships, emotions, and patterns.
Instead of a paragraph of generic definitions, youâll get language that lands in your body, reflection cues that help you shift your nervous system in real time, and a rhythm that builds week after week.
AI and Google will give your mind information, but the Collective will show you how to integrate your shadows into lived wisdom.
Simple: cancel anytime, no questions asked. Youâll keep every workbook youâve received, forever.
Readings give you information. This gives you integration. Instead of a one-time download of knowledge, youâll build a weekly practice of reflection that helps you actually live your design.
Yes. In fact, itâs designed for people who are tired of collecting insights without integration. Each week offers fresh perspective + a structured rhythm to meet your shadows with more depth and consistency.
You donât have to write a single word if you donât want to. Some members reflect mentally, use voice notes, or turn the prompts into meditation questions. The format is flexibleâthe transformation is in the reflection, not the medium.
Great! Please email us at hi@hdpsychologist.com.
⨠Why This Matters Right Nowâ¨

What you do need is a rhythm. Reflection. A safe place to meet your shadows and turn them into strength.
Thatâs what this is. A gentle structure. A steady mirror. A place to return to yourself, again and again.
Cancel anytime. Keep the magic forever.
⨠You are the alchemist. This is just your container.
If your body says yesâŚtrust it.đ
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