🌑 The Shadow Alchemy Collective

Transmute your shadows into sacred strength—one week, one Gate at a time.

Shadow work, structured. Self-reflection, supported.

A monthly membership blending Human Design, psychology, and shadow alchemy—delivered weekly to your inbox.

💫 $22/month · Cancel anytime

You know your Human Design chart.

You’ve read the books.
Maybe you’ve had a Human Design reading (or six).

And yet—when life hits…
The spiral.
The shame.
The shutdown.

You still find yourself wondering:
“Why does this keep happening?”
“What am I not seeing?”
“Is there something wrong me…or am I just blocked?”

Let me offer you a radical reframe:
There’s nothing wrong with you.
You’re shadow-rich.
And you’re ready to alchemize.

Welcome to a weekly rhythm of real self-reflection—rooted in Human Design, psychology, and the kind of spiritual honesty most people avoid.

This is where integration begins.
Not in your head.
But in your bones.

✨The Shadow Alchemy Collective✨

The Shadow Alchemy Collective is a monthly membership for soul-led humans who are done circling through the same inner loops—and ready to do the real work.

You don’t need another self-help framework.
You need a sacred, structured rhythm that brings your shadows into the light without burning you out.

A breakdown of what you'll receive:

  • A new Shadow Alchemy Guide sent to you every Sunday (PDF) (or one per Gate - if there are two Gates being activated by the Sun in the coming week, you’ll receive two)

  • Month-to-month membership (cancel anytime, no weird vibes)

  • Access to seasonal energy "portal" guides based on the Gate themes (portal names may be changed)

    • Winter - The Spark Portal; The Emotional Power Portal

    • Spring - The Sacral Reset; The Magnetic Voice Portal

    • Summer - The Voice That Leads Portal; The Self-Worth Portal

    • Fall - The Anxiety Alchemy Portal; The Energetic Power Portal; The Rooted in Yourself Portal

  • Optional weekly email coaching from me (trained psychologist + Human Design guide) can be added for a deeper level of support

INTEGRATION IS THE POINT

This is shadow work for real life.

Not another program that sits in your inbox collecting dust.
Not another “high-vibe” space that bypasses the body.

Just consistent, gentle, deep invitations to meet yourself.

You’ll stop waiting for the “right time” to do the inner work—
because it arrives in your inbox every Sunday morning.

You’ll stop wondering why you feel stuck—
because you’ll start seeing your patterns in real time.

You’ll stop outsourcing your answers—
because you’ll build clarity week by week, within yourself.

This is a practice.
A rhythm.
A reclamation.

BACKED BY OUR 7-Day Satisfaction Guarantee

Check out the Shadow Alchemy Collective for 7 days and if you're not completely satisfied, simply email us at hi@hdpsychologist.com and you will get a full refund, with no questions asked.

✨Why I Created This✨

Hi, I’m Nicole — a psychologist, teacher, Human Design guide, and shadow alchemist with a reverence for the parts of you that don’t play by the rules.

I don’t believe in fixing people.
I believe in guiding them home.

The Shadow Alchemy Collective is where I take you — gently but honestly — into the places you’ve avoided. Just you, meeting yourself in real time — and choosing what stays.

I created this space because I needed it.

For years, I sat in classes/workshops/trainings, across from teachers and guides, and read all the books. I said all the right things. But inside, I still felt fractured — like I was living at the edge of myself, circling a truth inside that I couldn’t quite reach. That’s what brought me here. To shadow. To rhythm.

This isn’t about becoming your “best self.”
It’s about becoming all of you.

If you’re done with the self-help spiral…
If you’re craving sacred structure and emotional precision…
And if you’re ready to sit with your shadow and actually listen…

Then this is for you.

✨ FAQs✨

What if I don't know a lot about Human Design?

That’s okay—you don’t need to. Each journal is designed to be approachable whether you’re brand new or already deep in the Human Design rabbit hole. You’ll get simple explanations, guided prompts, and reflections that stand on their own. Think: shadow alchemy first, Human Design language second.

How much time will this take me each week?

Totally up to you. Some people spend 5 minutes journaling through just one of the prompts. Others dive in deeper and make it a longer ritual. The magic is in the rhythm, not the “hours put in.”

What if I can’t keep up every week?

There is no pressure to "keep up" here. Also, you’ll have lifetime access to every journal you receive, so you can revisit the material anytime. Shadow work is cyclical anyway—sometimes a Gate will hit differently later, and you’ll already have the guide waiting for you.

How is this different than just Googling info about the Gates or asking ChatGPT?

You can absolutely Google a Human Design Gate or ask an AI to explain it and you’ll get words, keywords, and mental concepts. But information isn’t transformation. Integration is the point.

The Shadow Alchemy Collective isn’t about memorizing what a Gate “means.” It’s about receiving a weekly transmission that shows you how that Gate might already be alive in your relationships, emotions, and patterns.

Instead of a paragraph of generic definitions, you’ll get language that lands in your body, reflection cues that help you shift your nervous system in real time, and a rhythm that builds week after week.

AI and Google will give your mind information, but the Collective will show you how to integrate your shadows into lived wisdom.

What’s your cancellation policy?

Simple: cancel anytime, no questions asked. You’ll keep every workbook you’ve received, forever.

How is this different from a Human Design reading?

Readings give you information. This gives you integration. Instead of a one-time download of knowledge, you’ll build a weekly practice of reflection that helps you actually live your design.

Will this work if I’ve already done a lot of shadow work?

Yes. In fact, it’s designed for people who are tired of collecting insights without integration. Each week offers fresh perspective + a structured rhythm to meet your shadows with more depth and consistency.

What if I can't stand journaling?

You don’t have to write a single word if you don’t want to. Some members reflect mentally, use voice notes, or turn the prompts into meditation questions. The format is flexible—the transformation is in the reflection, not the medium.

I have another question.

Great! Please email us at hi@hdpsychologist.com.

✨ Why This Matters Right Now✨

Let's be clear:
You don’t need another course.
You don’t need to “fix” yourself.
You don’t need to wait until you feel ready.

What you do need is a rhythm. Reflection. A safe place to meet your shadows and turn them into strength.

That’s what this is. A gentle structure. A steady mirror. A place to return to yourself, again and again.

Cancel anytime. Keep the magic forever.

✨ You are the alchemist. This is just your container.

If your body says yes…trust it.👇

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